STARGATE SG-1
RELATIONSHIPS
Part Two: Decisions
By Gen Varel
Category: Drama/Action/Romance
Relevant
Episodes: Between
Two Fires
Divide & Conquer
Grace
Affinity
It’s Good to Be King
Relevant
by Gen Varel
Season: Eight
Rating: PG 13
Summary: Sam and
Jack are faced with difficult
decisions that affect their future, as well
as SGC’s.
Disclaimer: Stargate SG-1
and its characters are the property of Showtime/Viacom, MGM/UA, Double Secret
Productions and Gekko Productions. I
have written this story for the enjoyment of Stargate SG-1 fans all over the
world. No copyright infringement is
intended and no monetary gain is expected.
Chapter one
“Unscheduled off world activation!” Jack entered the control
room and stood behind the Gate Technician.
Sam came in a few moments later.
“Who is it?”
“We don’t know yet.” Jack
was patiently waiting for a response.
Sam stood next to him and looked at the computer screen.
“It is an expired G.D.O., sir.
I’m looking for the identification now.”
The technician clicked a few keys and looked up at Jack. “It is the Tollan,
sir!”
Jack and Sam looked at each other in astonishment. “What?”
Sam managed to say.
“I thought the Tollan were wiped out,
kaput.” Jack did not know why, or where the feeling came from, but he did not like
what he heard. He should have felt
encouraged if not relieved that old allies considered lost seemed to be alive.
“We have to send the M.A.L.P. and investigate, Sir.” Sam was just as anxious, but for completely
different reasons. Could Narim be alive?
“Right.” Jack sounded anything but enthusiastic. However, they all knew Sam was right.
-----
The M.A.L.P. entered the event horizon and Sam, unconsciously, held
her breath looking at the screen, back at Stargate Command. An eternity seemed to pass before they
finally heard the Gate Technician announce, “The M.A.L.P. has reached its
destination.”
“Are we receiving telemetry yet?”
Sam asked anxiously, and Jack gave her an annoyed look. “Give the poor machine some time, will you?”
“Sorry, Sir,” Sam replied absentmindedly, her eyes still glued to
the screen. Suddenly there, smack in the
middle, she could see a bedraggled but familiar figure. Narim stood hunched,
apparently injured and exhausted, in front of the M.A.L.P.
“Narim!” Samantha still could not
believe her eyes.
Jack did not hesitate to take over. “Narim, is that
you?” he asked calmly, as if he had seen the Tollan
the day before.
“It is I, Colonel O’Neill.
Is that Samantha’s voice I heard?”
Narim was breathless and in obvious pain.
Sam gave Jack a slight shove out of the way and said, “It is me, Narim. Are you
injured?” Her concern was palpable.
“I am afraid I am, Samantha.
I was hoping you could render me some assistance. I…” then Narim
grasped his side in pain and fell to his knees.
“Please! Help me!” He begged as he fell on the ground, face
forward.
“We are on our way, Narim! Hold on!” Sam started to run out of the room when she
heard Jack.
“Carter!” Sam stopped dead
on her tracks, realizing the breach of protocol, but looked at Jack with
desperation in her eyes.
“Just be careful” Jack relented.
He turned back to the screen with suspicious eyes, still feeling a knot
in his stomach. The last time they had
received an expired G.D.O. signal, things had not ended well.
-----
Teal’c was the first one
to emerge from the event horizon in the remote planet. He automatically scanned the area for hidden
threats and stood aside as Sam and Daniel joined him. They both ran to the inert form of Narim, laying very still in front of the steps to the stargate. Teal’c
kept a vigilant eye.
“Narim!” Sam called, turning him over with Daniel’s
help. “Can you hear me?” Narim was
unconscious, not responding. Sam took
his pulse. “His pulse is weak. He needs medical attention right away. Teal’c, dial us home, quickly!”
Teal’c did as ordered,
contacting Jack via the M.A.L.P. as soon as a wormhole was established. “O’Neill, we are returning with the injured Tollan. There appear
to be no threats in the vicinity.”
“Alright, come back home,
people. A medical team is waiting at the
gate.” Jack’s voice sounded thick with
resignation.
Daniel quickly unfolded the
litter and Teal’c helped him lay Narim’s body on
it. Sam looked around a last time and
then followed the three men through the gate wondering, “What is Jack’s
problem?”
Chapter Two
Narim was still unconscious in the hospital bed at Stargate
Command. “We pumped some blood into him,
his breathing is deep and regular, and his pulse is strong,” the doctor on
duty reported. “He had some internal
bleeding, a couple of broken ribs, a concussion and a few other bruises in
different parts of his body,” the doctor added. “It will be a couple of days
before he is able to move around, but he will be able to talk when he
awakens.” Sam stood next to Narim’s bed, Jack slightly behind her.
“We still don’t know what
happened to him, but just seeing him here feels like a miracle, doesn’t
it?” Although Sam was talking to Jack,
her eyes did not leave Narim’s face.
“A miracle,
yes.” Jack
rolled his eyes behind Samantha. “Well,
when he wakes up we will get some answers.”
Sam nodded, looked at the
doctor, and asked “Could you please let us know the instant he awakens? We will be staying here tonight.”
“Yes, sir.” The doctor moved to the
patient to check some vitals and make some notes. Sam then turned and left, followed by Jack.
Down the hallway, Jack
could not help himself, “Does it not strike you as strange that we are
the people he suddenly contacts, when it is obvious he and other Tollan survived the Goa’uld attack, and they never bothered
to let us know?”
“Aren’t you assuming a lot
right now? We don’t know anything about
what happened. He could be the only
survivor for all we know!” Sam responded, sounding defensive.
“If he had been the only
survivor, Samantha,” he said patiently, “then I would have definitely
expected him to come running to your… our door much sooner than this.”
Sam looked at him with a
puzzled look on her face, looked away, then at him again with an incredulous
smile. “Are you jealous?” she asked
softly.
“Excuse me?” Jack responded indignantly.
“Never mind. Sorry, Sir. Good night!”
She could not believe what had come out of her mouth. Sam started to walk faster, hoping to leave
him behind and reach her bed before the conversation could proceed.
Jack had other ideas. He grabbed her arm, turning her around, and
said, choosing his words very carefully, “I may be a little bothered by your
obvious concern for Narim. Especially when you
do not seem to be bothered in the least by his sudden return from the dead. Don’t you think he should have let us know
that he had survived? And, why call us
now? If keeping their survival a secret
from us was important, then why contact us for help? Why not the Nox?”
“I’d rather not draw any
conclusions and give our friend a chance to give us the answers we need,
when he is able. That’s all,” Sam
responded stiffly. “If you don’t mind,
Sir, I am tired and would like to get some sleep.” She left him standing in the corridor, his
stomach churning.
-----
Narim was sitting up in bed when Sam entered sickbay the next
morning. He smiled when he saw her, his
delight plain to see. Sam approached his
bed and took his extended hand, holding it with both of hers. She smiled back, “I see you are doing
better.”
“Your medical team is doing
a first rate job, Samantha. They have
been just wonderful,” he said, smiling at a blushing nurse currently making
some notes next to his bed. Samantha
chuckled knowingly, then she said, “We were hoping you
would be well enough to answer some questions.”
“Of course! You are probably wondering
where I came from and why am I still alive,” Narim
remarked amusedly.
“Well, General O’Neill is
not too happy about you having kept us in the dark about your survival. He has a suspicious nature, as you well
know. I don’t think he will be very pleasant
to be around until you satisfy his curiosity.”
Sam was a little bothered herself, but trying not to show it.
“Please tell your… General is it?”
Sam nodded. “Tell your General
that I will try to answer all his questions.
What happened to General Hammond?
He is well, I hope,” Narim asked with concern.
“General Hammond is very
well, thank you,” Jack said as he entered sickbay. “He has been promoted and is overseeing all
matters related to the stargate from our Headquarters
in our capital city.” He approached the
bed and pulled a chair. “A lot of things
have changed since we saw you last. Sam,
for one, is now Lt. Colonel.”
Narim looked at her with a smile and said, “Congratulations.” Then he again looked at Jack. “Let me, first of all, thank you for your assistance,
General O’Neill. I would probably be
laying dead in that desolate planet if you had not come to my aid,” he said,
bowing his head to Jack gratefully.
“Oh, I imagine you would
have called the Nox or some other ally if we had
failed to assist you,” Jack said, flashing Sam a look.
“It was impossible for me
to contact the Nox, General O’Neill. They buried their stargate
long ago, and I had no access to the communication device we depend on to be
able to signal them. And as far as other
allies go, we have none other than the Tau’ri
reachable through a stargate.”
Sam flashed Jack a “told
you so” look and turned back to Narim. “What happened to the device?” asked Sam.
“It was lost with my ship
when I crashed on the planet.”
“But you happened to have
an old G.D.O. with you,” remarked Jack suspiciously.
“I always keep the G.D.O.
in my pack, for sentimental reasons I must admit.” He looked at Sam and took her hand
again. Maybe I should start from the
beginning,” he said, looking at both of them in turn.
“Yes, I think you should,”
said Jack, getting comfortable in the chair and pulling one up for Sam to sit
on, far away from the bed.
-----
“Can you believe these
people?” Jack was sitting at the head of
the briefing table, leaning towards Sam.
“After all we did for them, they just decide that they would be better
off without us?”
“That is not exactly what Narim said, Sir,” Sam answered, looking at Jack, then at
Teal’c and Daniel sitting across from her.
“He said that the surviving governmental body took a long time deciding
how to proceed regarding contacts with allies.
Other priorities, such as the survival of the few thousand Tollan that were able to escape the attack, took
precedence.”
“How many years does it
take to make a decision like that?” Jack
asked, obviously not convinced by the argument.
“They had to gather up
fleeing ships, defend themselves from those Goa’uld ships that found them, and
finally find a planet where they could take refuge. They are still looking for survivors,”
she countered, looking at Jack. “That is
what Narim was doing when he was attacked by the alkesh that stranded him in the planet where we found
him. He is the Rescue and Recovery Team
Leader for Tollana III, the name of the new home
world, which is actually a moon,” Sam concluded, now looking at the other two
men.
She continued, “Consider
what it takes to organize thousands of people in order to form a productive
community! Food, drinkable water,
dwellings, medical services, educational entities for the young, and other
countless items I can’t even think of right now, are more important than
interplanetary politics,” Sam rubbed her eyes, a little out of breath. She sighed and addressed Jack, “Why are you
so suspicious? These are our former
allies and friends! I, for one, am very
glad that they survived!”
“Of course you are!” When Sam glared at him, Jack continued, “We
are too! It’s just that something in Narim’s story just does not fit, although I am not sure
what it is yet.”
“I must admit that I am
also kind of peeved by their lack of communication all these years, Sam. As many priorities as you may be able to
think of, you’d think letting their allies know they are alive would have been a
pretty simple one to address,” Daniel said, looking at Sam
apologetically. “I mean, all it takes is
for them to access one of the many known stargates
in their area and give us a call,” Daniel said, looking at Teal’c to see what
he would say.
“I must agree with O’Neill
and Dr. Jackson. I find it very
disturbing to learn of their survival now, after years of the attack, and in
such an unusual manner,” he concluded, looking at Sam.
Sam stood up
impatiently. “He was injured! If he had not called us, he would have
died!” She was almost shouting.
“Sit down, Carter. We are just playing devil’s advocate here, as
we always do. You know we have to look
at all the angles,” Jack said calmly, waiting for her to take her seat again.
She sighed, dropped her
head, and sat down again. “I’m sorry, I guess I’ve just been thrown off balance by his
sudden reappearance. When someone you
care about is presumed dead and then, out of the blue, shows up at your
doorstep, how are you supposed to react?”
She sounded upset. “I am trying
to justify their actions because, to tell you the truth, I am angry and
hurt that we were kept ignorant of their whereabouts for this long. Just as you are.”
“Their whereabouts, or his whereabouts?” Jack retorted, then cleared his throat,
immediately sorry.
Daniel stared at Jack in
surprise, while Teal’c looked at him with a raised eyebrow.
“What is that supposed to
mean?” Sam asked angrily.
“Guys, I think we should
just wait and see. I am sure we’ll have
time to get more answers while Narim is here with
us.” Daniel’s placating tone caught both
Jack’s and Sam’s attention. They
suddenly realized what their exchange sounded like. The both reacted
immediately by sitting up straighter and covering their expressions with a mask
of professionalism.
“Yes, I think you are
right, Daniel,” Jack agreed. Then
looking at Sam, who was staring at her clasped hands, he added “We will be
getting more answers before he returns home.”
Chapter Three
Sam went home late that
Friday night. Narim
was doing better and better every day.
He was already walking around and able to eat his meals with Sam in the
mess hall. He kept remarking on how
good the food was, and Sam kept reminding him how bad it was for him. Cafeteria food wasn’t the healthiest, and he
especially liked french
fries.
She had just finished
having a late dinner with him, if a basket of french
fries and a bowl of blue Jell-O could be called dinner, when she said good
night. As usual, Narim
kissed her cheek. This time, however, he
also gave her a warm hug and said, “I can’t wait for your return.”
Sam drove home while trying
to sort out her feelings. She still
liked Narim very much, and she did enjoy his displays
of affection. She was extremely glad
that he was alive. She was still a
little upset that this fact had been kept from them, although she really did
not blame Narim for that. The Tollan
government was responsible for that decision, and Narim
was good at following orders, most of the time.
What really confused Sam
were Jack’s reactions. On one hand, she
had to admit she was glad to notice what were obvious signs
of jealousy from Jack’s part.
This had never happened before.
On the other hand, she was sorry that their relationship had changed
enough to cause tension in a situation where there would have been none
before.
She had to admit that their
relationship had become less professional since she had almost died in Ba’al’s mothership. How could you kiss someone like that and then
pretend that it never happened? She was
also distressed to realize that, since then, her feelings for Pete were not the
same. Her feelings for Jack, however,
were sometimes overwhelming.
Sam knew she loved
Pete. How could she not? He was so sweet and gentle, and so
understanding of the demands of her career.
She knew that, if she wanted to have any kind of personal life at all,
Pete was probably the answer. However,
she could not help but feel that she wanted more. Jack’s face kept flashing through her mind
every time she thought about it.
Sam was having serious
doubts about her decision to marry Pete.
Especially after waking up from one of her dreams,
where she and Jack had been together in a most unprofessional way. She woke up those mornings looking forward to
seeing Jack, even if it was to argue with him, which she had done a lot of
lately.
She remembered the recent
occasions when, suddenly turning to Jack, or watching him through the
reflection on the glass, she had caught a look from him that had left her
heart beating faster. It had been damn
difficult sometimes to concentrate on work, especially when he appeared in her
lab unexpectedly, with some lame excuse for having to see her.
She was still debating with
her conflicting emotions when she opened her front door and found her dining
room lights on, the smell of food permeating the house. “You are finally home!” said a smiling Pete,
coming out of her room. He did not waste
any time. He embraced her and started
kissing her with great enthusiasm.
Sam was surprised by his
sudden visit and guilty about her recent thoughts, and did not respond as
warmly as Pete expected. “What’s
wrong? Aren’t you happy to seem
me?” He was frowning, but still held her
in his arms.
“Of course I am!” she said
smiling, “I just did not expect to see you until next weekend and you threw me
off balance, that’s all. I didn’t even
notice your car!” She gave his lips a
peck.
“I parked down the road; I
wanted to surprise you. We got an
unexpected break on the case I was working on and we were able to wrap it up
earlier this morning. I wanted to see
you, so I told my boss I’d take the rest of the day off and drove up
here.” He started kissing her again, all
over her face. “I’ve missed you like
crazy, Sam. It has been more than three
weeks.” He pushed her softly against the
wall, feeling her body with his hands.
“I know, I’ve missed you
too, but…” she lightly pushed him away, “I’m very, very tired, Pete. Could we just eat and go to sleep? I promise I’ll make it up to you tomorrow.” She smiled at him, but disengaged herself
from his arms and walked into the kitchen.
Pete had bought Chinese food and had set the table, the dishes warming
in the oven. He had even bought a bottle
of wine and there was a red rose in a vase, in the middle of the table.
“Well, I see you have gone
to some trouble. Let’s eat, you must be
hungry!” she said, turning around. But
Pete was not falling for it. He was very
serious, staring at her as if she was a different person.
“What is going on,
Sam? We have not seen each other in
three weeks. We have barely kept in
touch over the phone on the account of you being so busy, which never stopped
you before. And now you don’t feel like
making love to me?” He was upset, Sam
could tell. But she felt so emotionally
confused that she did not want to discuss the matter at that moment.
“I’ve had a really tough
week, Pete. I am sorry. Just give me until tomorrow, OK?” she
pleaded.
“No. We have to talk now, Sam. I know things have not been the same since
you returned from that awful mission, when you almost died. You have been cold and distant since
then. I could tell even when we talked on
the phone. I thought you would get over
whatever trauma you went through in time, but I just see things getting
worse. Please talk to me!” His eyes would not let her go. She had to be straight with him. It was the least he deserved.
“Pete…” Sam was not sure
how to start. “Pete, I love you, I know
I do.” She looked at the floor, as if
trying to find the right words written on the carpet. “I just don’t know if I love you enough to
marry you. I don’t think that would be
fair to you.” She hesitated, then seemed
to make up her mind, and started to take off her engagement ring. “I think it would be better if I gave this
back to you until I can be sure,” she said, handing over the ring.
“What?” He came closer, ignoring the ring, disbelief
on his face. “We only became engaged a
few months ago. Now you tell me you
don’t love me enough? You thought about
your answer long enough. You told me you
had things to work out, and I believed you had.
When you said yes, I thought you were sure.”
“I was!” Sam exclaimed, terribly uncomfortable, “I
thought I was, Pete. But now, I don’t
know. I have conflicting feelings and I
don’t think I should marry anyone until I am sure of what I really want!” Tears of regret had come to her eyes. She looked at him and saw pain and confusion,
then anger and frustration. She took his
hand and placed the ring on his palm, closing his fingers around it. Hurting him was breaking her heart. “Please, Pete. Just keep it for me for a while.”
“Great! That is just… great!” he shouted, now pacing
the floor, the ring in a tight grip.
“Pete, I’m sorry. Let’s just talk about this tomorrow,” Sam
begged, touching his shoulder. She just
wanted the whole uncomfortable scene to end.
“Tomorrow I won’t be here,
Sam,” he said angrily. He then turned,
and walked into her room. He came out
seconds later carrying his bag and jacket, headed for the front door.
“Pete, please don’t go!”
Sam begged again, following him with tears on her cheeks. “I can’t stand to see you hurt like
this. I never meant to…” but Pete did
not let her finish. He grabbed her arms
and slammed her against the corridor wall, his fingers hurting her, his eyes
full of pain.
“I loved you, waited
for you, and cherished you. But I am not
enough for you. I can see that. I can
also see that matters won’t change, because you love someone else. You have all along. I knew it in my gut but I refused to admit
it. I’ll be damned if I marry a woman
that feels she is settling, by marrying me!”
He let go of her, walked out through the door and never looked back. Sam could not tell, but tears were running
down Pete’s face when he reached his car.
-----
As Jack was getting out of
his car across the street, he saw Pete stalk out of Sam’s house, leaving the
front door open. He was obviously in a
rage, and Jack became alarmed. Could Sam
be hurt?
He had come to see her to
clear the air. It was only 9:00 pm and
he did not feel things could wait until Monday, so tonight was as good as any
other time. He was feeling guilty and
ashamed by his behavior during the previous week. He had taken some cheap shots at her, and he
had to admit it was because he had been jealous of Narim. The fact that his feelings may be clouding
his judgment in dealing with the Tollan did not sit
well with him.
Jack had to talk to Sam and
level with her. He knew she would
understand and help him stay on the right path when making decisions related
to their allies. But now, he just wanted
to be sure that she was all right.
Things were not well between her and Pete; that was easy to see.
He walked up to the front
door and looked inside, listening. He
could hear her sobbing softly, and again became alarmed. Sam crying? And it was not just a few sniffles. He could hear her crying her heart out. He closed the door and locked it.
“Carter?” He walked into the house. At his call, the sobbing halted. He heard her blow her nose and, a few moments
later, saw her approach him from her bedroom.
She stopped midway in the corridor, staring at him in surprise. “Sir?” she sniffed and wiped her eyes with a
tissue, “What are you doing here?”
“Are you hurt?” He stood there, not daring to approach her
yet.
“Hurt? Physically? No!”
She was obviously very uncomfortable and trying to stop her overflowing
tears. “But I did hurt Pete horribly… I…
didn’t mean to, but… Oh, my God!” she could not continue. She dissolved in tears again and ran back
into her bedroom, seeking refuge from her embarrassment.
Jack was not sure what his
next move should be. He knew this was a
matter between Pete and Sam, a matter he was hardly qualified, or willing, to
address. The “Pete” subject had been
pretty much an untouchable one between Sam and Jack. When she had agreed to marry the cop, it had
ripped Jack inside. But he wanted Sam to
be happy, and he thought she had a chance at that with Pete. He had met the man in a couple of occasions,
and he thought he was a good guy. Not
good enough for Sam, he thought, but then no one was. At least he could tell that Pete adored her,
and that had to be enough for him.
Heck! He could not just walk out and leave her like
this. He walked into her bedroom and
stood close to the doorway, his hands inside his pockets. She was sitting on her bed, her back to the
door, crying into her hands, her shoulders shaking. “I’m sorry!” she cried, blowing her nose
again, “I’ve just made a mess of things, I know.”
“What are you talking
about?” Jack asked softly, “What things?”
“My
relationship with Pete, you and me. And now Narim has
complicated things even further.” At the
mention of the Tollan’s name, Jack became annoyed
again, but caught himself. He had to be
here for her, and thinking about Narim was not going
to make it easy.
Jack approached the bed and
sat next to Sam, his hands clasped between his legs, as if forbidding them from
touching her. He looked at her. She was drowning in misery, and he had to
hold back an impulse to pull her into his arms.
“You have not made a mess, as far as I know, with anything related to
you and me. Care to elaborate?”
She waited for a few
moments, trying to collect her thoughts.
Then explained carefully, “I have been unsure about my feelings for Pete
since you and I… you know.” Jack felt
guilt come back fully charged at him.
“Ah!” he responded, not willing to say more.
“Sir, I know I have not
been treating you with the respect I owe you.
I can’t help but see you differently now. You do know how I feel about you, don’t you?”
she looked at him with red, teary eyes, and held his gaze.
“I’m afraid I have never
really been sure about how you feel about me.
I know you care about me. I know
I can count on your loyalty. I know
that you liked… kissing me…” he cleared his throat at this, “just as I liked
kissing you. But I have never heard you
say how you really feel about me.”
He was looking at her
trembling hands now. He reached over and
took the one not holding the tissue, squeezed her fingers and looked at
her. “But that does not need to be
clarified, ever. You and I know that our
military careers depend on us keeping those feelings to ourselves. Neither of us has ever been willing to jeopardize
what’s at stake, and that is the way it should be.”
Sam had stopped sobbing,
but tears still ran down her cheeks. She
wiped them again with the tissue and said, “I know.” She looked away and continued, “I don’t think
Pete is coming back. I gave him back the
ring ,and I told him I was not sure about my feelings,
and he just fell apart. He said he
always knew I loved someone else; that he would never marry a woman that felt
she was settling for him.” She looked at
Jack at this. “He is right, of course!”
“I am sorry, Sam,”
he said, feeling like a hypocrite. He
had to admit to himself that hearing the engagement was over had felt like good
news. “I do want you to be happy, no
matter what.” He took her hand between
both of his and looked at her sincerely, “You know you can count on me always,
right?”
“Yes,” she responded in a
little voice, another tear falling. He
could not help himself. “Come here,” he
said, as he pulled her over and laid her head on his shoulder. She continued to cry, and he closed his eyes,
filling his nostrils with her scent.
-----
Morning came and Jack awoke
startled. Something was different. Then he remembered where he was. He looked around quickly, immediately alert, and sat up on the couch in Sam’s living room.
He had fallen asleep last
night, keeping watch. For what, he was
not sure. He thought maybe Pete would
come back. He thought maybe she would
still need a shoulder to cry on.
Whatever the reason, he had been unable to leave her after she had
fallen asleep on his shoulder last night.
She had spent all her tears and finally had drifted off in
exhaustion. He had carefully laid her on
her bed, taken off her shoes, and covered her with a blanket.
There were no sounds coming
from her bedroom. It was still very
early. He walked to her bedroom door and
saw her mop of blond hair, peeking out from under the blanket. She was still asleep.
Jack went back to the
kitchen and started to make coffee, trying to be quiet. Either he was not as quiet as he intended, or
the smell of coffee awoke Samantha. She
walked noiselessly into the kitchen, wrapped in the blanket. There was a chill in the air, the heater not
having kicked up yet for the day.
“Can I have some?” she
asked with a sleepy smile. She did not
seem surprised to see him still in her home.
Jack handed her a mug with
steaming liquid inside. She took it
gratefully and smelled the concoction deeply.
“What I love most about coffee is the smell in the morning.” She proceeded to add some sugar and creamer
and walked into the living room. She sat
on the couch and sipped her coffee, careful not to burn her tongue.
Jack just watched her
without saying a word. He thought she
looked just as fetching with her hair a mess, swollen eyed from tears and
sleep, as she did when she was made up.
She was still wearing the black top and blue jeans she was wearing the
night before. He leaned on the counter
top, holding his mug, and said, “I came here last night for a couple of
reasons, which we never did talk about.”
“I was wondering what you
were doing here late on a Friday night.
Didn’t you get together with your poker buddies this week?” she asked,
still sipping her coffee.
“Not this week. Everybody was busy with something or
other.” He came to the couch and sat
next to her, careful to keep a good distance between bodies.
“Ah!” Sam said.
“What are the reasons that brought you to my door?”
“Well, one was an
apology. I mean… I felt I needed to
apologize to you for my behavior. I did
not make things easy for you this past week with the whole Narim
coming-back-from-the-dead thing.” He
looked at her and said, “I really am sorry for being such an ass.”
She smiled at him, “You were
kind of annoying this past week. But I
also thought you were kind of adorable.”
“Adorable?” Jack said, making a face. “Now, there’s a word I had never heard
applied to Jack O’Neill!”
Sam chuckled and looked
into her mug. “I accept your apology and
there is no need to talk further about it.”
“Thanks.” He really did not want to dig into why
she had found him adorable. “The other
reason was to let you know that I talked to General Hammond regarding the Tollan situation. He
recommended that we embark on a mission to Tollana
III as soon as Narim is able to travel. He wants us to try to reestablish diplomatic
relations with his people, as well as offer any assistance they may need.”
“Wow! That is quite a mission. I assume we’ll be using Prometheus,” she
said, putting her mug on the coffee table.
“You assume right.”
Chapter Four
Narim was impressed by The Prometheus.
Not that he found it particularly advanced, but it was certainly a major
accomplishment by the earthlings. His
friends had obviously made a lot of progress since he had seen them last. Their level of sophistication in matters of
interstellar travel had surpassed any of his expectations.
The crew was now all on
board. There were supplies destined for
the aid of his people already in the cargo holds, and final preparations were
being made for launch. Samantha was
giving him a quick tour of the ship, clearly proud of it. He was enjoying her enthusiastic descriptions
of the ship’s capabilities. If she had
known that he was hardly listening, and was focusing instead on her face, her
movements, and her voice, she would not have been so relaxed.
Being with Sam again had
brought new meaning into Narim’s life. For so long, life has seemed like nothing but
an endless struggle. Narim
had fully expected never to see her again. His government had been strict about their
isolationist policies since the Goa’uld attack.
The few thousand Tollan people who had
survived the attack had voted against reestablishing relationships with former
allies. The majority of his people felt
that their survival depended on secrecy.
Most of their technical
supplies and efforts had gone into the construction of a camouflage
shield. The shield would make Tollana III unappealing to any living form that could see
it from afar. Anyone observing the tiny
moon orbiting the gas giant would see a barren, lifeless piece of rock.
The truth was that the new Tollana home world was a fertile moon with a temperate
climate, ideal for life. Plant life was
abundant and animal life fascinating. Tollan scientists were in their element, making the most
out of the moon’s resources for their people.
The shield had one draw
back. If anyone succeeded at scanning
the moon, the results would be unequivocal.
They would indicate that the rock was rich in carbon-based life. Their disguise was not perfect, but they felt
it would be enough. Except for Tollana III, the rest of the solar system was without
life. Therefore, they felt confident
that the tiny moon would attract no attention.
Sam was walking ahead, explaining
where the main crew areas were, and greeting old acquaintances as they made
their way down the corridors. They
finally stopped in front of a door and Sam opened it, entering. “This is your cabin, Narim. It is tiny, but we thought you’d appreciate
the privacy. The rest of the sleeping
quarters are shared. Only officers have
private cabins.”
“That is most thoughtful,
Samantha. I am grateful.” He followed her in and dropped the bag of
clothes his friends had supplied for him.
“Well, you are technically
the Tollan Ambassador, so we have to give you a
little respect.” She said with a smile,
raising her eyebrows.
“This will do quite nicely,
thank you again,” repeated Narim, smiling back at
Samantha.
“We should be launching in
a few minutes. Would you like to watch
from the bridge?” she asked, feeling a little nervous at the intimate
surroundings.
“I’d be delighted, as long
as you are there,” he said, approaching her and bringing her hand to his
lips. “I don’t think I have accurately
expressed how much your company has meant to me during my ordeal,
Samantha. I don’t know what I would have
done without you.” He kissed her
fingers, at the same time trying to pull her closer.
Sam felt her heart jump,
affected by his nearness. She was startled
when the sound of someone clearing his throat came from the semi-opened
door. When she turned, she wanted to be
a few levels down, through the floor.
Jack was standing there, looking nonchalant.
“Are you kids ready for
launch? I thought you were going to
watch from the bridge,” he inquired like any other charming host.
“Yes! We are headed that way. Thank you, Sir!” Sam recovered her hand from Narim’s and headed out of the cabin, while the two men
glanced at each other, a polite mask on their faces.
-----
At the bridge, Colonel Ronson, Prometheus’ Commander, and Major Gant, its pilot,
were sitting at the controls. Sam
recognized the other crewmen manning the consoles and said hello with a smile.
“Command, Prometheus is
ready for launch,” Colonel Ronson reported. “Commence countdown.”
Soon they were in open
space, Earth becoming a small dot behind them, the sub-light engines humming.
“Coordinates are set and
Prometheus is ready for hyper-launch, Sir,” Major Gant reported.
“On my mark… launch!” The
colonel responded, and the ship jumped into hyper-space effortlessly.
“Impressive!” stated Narim with a smile.
“I’m glad you
approve!” Jack smiled back. Only Sam could tell he was being a little
sarcastic. She gave him a stern look and
he looked back at her innocently.
-----
The next day, in the mess
hall, Jack kept asking for more details about Narim’s
encounter with the alkesh.
“My ship was very small
compared to the alkesh. Once they spotted me, it was impossible to
shake them. My co-pilot, I’m afraid,
died when the console he was manning exploded.
The other two crewmen died in the crash.
I saw gliders searching the crash site, after I was able to make it out
of the wreckage and into the woods. They
eventually gave up and left.” Narim seemed far away, retelling the story. “I guess I was lucky, after all. I knew the planet had a stargate,
and I had been able to pinpoint its location right before the crash. It took me days to reach it, but I was able
to make it. The rest, you already know,”
he finished, sipping his lemonade.
“This is a most refreshing
drink!” he said, smiling at the glass in his hand. “We have a fruit in Tollana
that has a similar taste. It is one of
my favorite things.” He had become
serious, as if suddenly remembering something.
“What is it, Narim?” Sam asked,
concerned by the change.
“What? Nothing, just thinking that
it will be good to see my people again and let them know that I’m alive. Thanks to the assistance of our friends. They will reconsider their decision to remain
hidden from our allies. Especially after
receiving the cargo we are now transporting.”
Narim was actually worrying about the reaction
of the Curia when he showed up with the Tau’ri. They had been very clear about the mandate.
“Let’s hope that is the
case. A united front against the Goa’uld
can only be good for everyone involved,” Jack remarked, lifting his glass of
lemonade for a toast. “To
a continued alliance!” Sam lifted
her glass and sipped her drink, her eyes narrowing at jack above the rim. He was really being an ass, but she found it
kind of funny.
Chapter Five
High up in the mountains,
in a deep cave, High Chancellor Travell looked at the
people around her gravelly. “It is a
matter of survival. We must contact the Tau’ri!” The
formerly elegant, impeccably dressed leader of the Tollan
people now wore a simple gray tunic tied around her waist. She wore no make up or adornment of any kind,
and her long, gray hair was braided down her back in a simple manner.
The other people in the
cave looked no better. Everyone showed
the scars of a long, difficult battle for survival. Their shield had failed. The Goa’uld had found them. They could not be sure, but they thought the
enemy must have found out their location through the interrogation of captured Tollan rescue personnel.
The last two rescue ships had never reported back, and they considered
those people lost.
Travell saddened at the thought of Narim. He was one of those people. There had been a time when she did not like
or respect the man. She had considered
him soft and unreliable. However, he had
had many supporters in the government, and had always had important
administrative positions. Travell and others had been
furious at him for his aid of the Tau’ri, and at what
they considered the betrayal of his people.
Not everyone agreed that Narim had committed crimes against his world. There were many that agreed that Narim had acted morally.
A triad had absolved him in the end; they needed him badly. But he had been disgraced in any case. He had been assigned the most dangerous
position of leadership, the rescue of stranded Tollan
survivors.
He had done his job well,
unshakeable in his resolve to find every last stranded ship. His self-sacrifice was without limit, and he
had proven to be invaluable. Her respect
for him had flourished. Travell and the rest of the Curia had learned to appreciate
his wisdom, and he was sorely missed.
-----
Years ago, when the Goa’uld
attack materialized, they had immediately implemented a previously arranged
escape plan. Many ships had left within
a matter of minutes after the bombardment commenced. Some had never made it out of the Tollan atmosphere. Narim had been in one of the last ships to leave the
besieged planet, along with Travell.
Each ship had been given a
temporary destination. They flew out of Tollana II in many different directions, in order to
confuse their attackers. They had agreed
that they would try to gather the survivors later in the new, previously
designated, home world, after the Goa’uld had tired of searching for them.
It had taken time, but
slowly, under Narim’s leadership, they had gathered
their people on the tiny moon, far from Goa’uld space. Then they had started to rebuild. The shield had been their main priority,
besides the basics. Next, they had
started to build the
The rescue operations had
been halted, after many months passed without further results. Everyone was needed to contribute for the
reconstruction of the Tollan civilization. Women had been encouraged to breed, the
government hoping to increase their numbers. Construction and agriculture had
been the top priorities, or they would have frozen during the winters or
starved to death.
Everyone was surprised when
they received a dim communication signal from one of the ships they had never
been able to find. Important people had
escaped in that ship, and Narim’s
services were secured for their rescue.
Two ships were launched, of the few that remained after their parts had
been cannibalized for other purposes.
But they never came back, and the signal was never heard again.
Weeks after, the first
Goa’uld ship had been spotted approaching the moon. Thousands had died during the first attack,
completely taken by surprise. Less than
three thousand now remained, hiding in mountain caves. They were starving, ailing, without
hope. Travell
had quickly realized that their only hope for survival was to contact their
allies for assistance.
The Nox
could not be contacted. All the
communication devices had been destroyed or left behind when they fled from the
surprise attack. The other allies were
not reachable via stargates, and were just too far
away to be reached by ship within enough time.
They had to reach the closest planet with a stargate
and send a message to the Tau’ri. She knew they would do what they could to
help them. Maybe they could contact and
ask the Asgard for assistance. But the Tollan
ships were now controlled by the Goa’uld ground troops, beyond their
reach. The jaffas
were combing the moon, trying to find the survivors.
-----
Travell had proposed a daring mission in order to gain access to one of
the Tollan ships.
A few brave souls would infiltrate the jaffas
and would try to commandeer it out of the moon. They would attempt to reach the
closest planet with a stargate. They had to be rescued before they were
completely annihilated.
Not many thought it could
be accomplished. They had always
depended on their superior technology for their defense. They were not warriors, some argued. It was suicide.
“It is suicide to remain
hidden until they find us! You know they
will, eventually. This is our only
hope!” She was adamant, and her
influence over the rest of her colleagues was still great. They eventually
agreed, and a small group of strong men and women volunteered for the mission.
It was their last attempt
at resistance. And it failed miserably.
Chapter Six
They were close to the
coordinates Narim had provided, and everything seemed
to go according to plan. No Goa’uld
ships had been spotted, which was not unexpected. They were not in Goa’uld space. They would reach Tollana
III within a couple of hours on sub-light speed.
Narim was almost giddy with anticipation, standing with Sam and Jack on
his left in the bridge. The view screen
provided a beautiful view of the rings of one of the solar system’s gas giants.
The Tollan
felt in his gut that his decision to contact the Tau’ri
had been the correct one. It was the only
option he had had in order to save his own life. But, more importantly, he had never agreed
with the decision to keep their allies in the dark. He had jumped at the opportunity of an
excuse. Seeing Samantha again had been
an incentive as well, he had to admit.
He would probably face some
trouble for disobeying orders, but he was certain he would eventually be
forgiven, and that his friends would prove to be invaluable in the future.
“Two ships on intercept
course!” announced Major Gant.
“Can you determine if they
are Goa’uld, Major?” asked her commander calmly.
“They are, sir! Two alkesh. They are closing on our position. Four minutes out,” the woman responded.
“Sound
general quarters! Shields and weapons, Major!” Colonel Ronson
exchanged knowing looks with Jack and Sam.
Narim could not believe they were not more
unnerved. He had not expected to
encounter alkesh this close to his home world.
Teal’c and Daniel, at the
time engaged in a chess game, heard the alarm and, in their haste, knocked the
game over. They ran toward the bridge,
two levels up, while the rest of the crew took emergency positions.
-----
“We have to get out of
here!” Narim shouted, “They must not suspect we are
close to Tollana.
We have to divert their attention elsewhere!” He was downright scared. He felt the decision he was so sure about only
moments before may end up dooming his world.
“Don’t worry, Narim. We were
prepared for this,” responded Jack.
At that moment, the two alkesh became visible on the screen, and Narim’s face went slack, staring blankly.
Sam looked at him in
concern and started toward him as Colonel Ronson gave
Major Gant an order, “Execute Maneuver Alpha, Major.” He had not finished giving the order when Narim suddenly turned on Sam, the one closest to him,
punching her brutally across the face as she approached. Sam flew against the wall, knocked
unconscious. He then turned to try to
stop Major Gant. “NO!”
“HEEY!” Jack screamed, throwing himself at Narim. Narim stepped away
to avoid him and was able to grab Major Gant’s left arm. She had hesitated momentarily, startled by Narim’s attack on Sam, but was in the process of punching
commands in her computer. Jack had not
missed him completely, and brought Narim down by the
sleeve, allowing the woman to complete the commands. Prometheus jumped into hyper-space in a
fraction of a second, and the enemy ships were left far behind.
Before Jack could recover
his balance to try to subdue Narim, the Tollan reached and grabbed a steel water container that had
fallen to the floor during the struggle and clobbered the general with it. Jack laid there,
motionless, an ugly wound bleeding on his temple. Narim now turned to
face Colonel Ronson, who had come out of his seat.
“Return!” he ordered the
colonel, clearly not himself. He was
like a robot. Major Gant, sitting right
behind him, reached for a zat gun hidden under her
seat. The other crewmen were standing
behind their colonel, ready to assist.
“Why do you want to
return?” the colonel asked, approaching Narim. The Tollan suddenly
felt the zat’n’ktel’s electric shock hit him from
behind, but it failed to take him out.
He turned abruptly, knocking Major Gant’s hand away and grabbing the zat gun at the same time.
Before the men could get
close enough, he turned and fired at them.
Colonel Ronson was shot almost point
blank. The man fell backwards on the
floor with a groan and stopped moving.
The other men got shot in rapid succession.
Major Gant jumped Narim from behind, trying to reach the weapon. Narim easily
flipped her and pointed the gun at her.
She slowly stood, trembling, knowing he could shoot her at any moment.
“Return!” Narim
ordered.
“No!” She shouted, at which
Narim responded, “Return or die.”
Major Gant closed her eyes
and responded again, “No.” Narim shot her. He
heard running footsteps approaching and he quickly pressed the controls next to
the bridge door, closing it and sealing them inside the bridge, just as Teal’c
and Daniel were reaching for it. He shot
the controls point blank, shorting them out.
Narim looked around him, a vacant look in his eyes, and proceeded to
pile up his unconscious victims against one wall, except for Jack and
Sam. He could hear the crew on the
other side of the door. He then started
to tie everyone up with his or her shoelaces, except for Sam. He figured she’d be the first one to
awaken. Narim
then stood over Jack, and waited for Sam to regain her senses.
-----
“We won’t be able to get
through. Can we cut the door?” Daniel asked one of the crewmen. The young man nodded and turned to place a
call through the intercom system, requesting a torch.
Another man, Engineer
Johnston, made a suggestion,. “We don’t have to. There is an access point through the
ventilation system. It would be quicker
if we could enter that way, but it may be difficult with a crazy guy holding a zat gun.” He had
arrived in time to hear the flare of the zat gun and
the short circuit at the other side of the door.
Teal’c turned to the
engineer and ordered him, “Show me where.”
Daniel told the other crewmen, “The rest of you try to cut through and
make as much noise as possible.” They
nodded as a third one arrived with the torch.
Teal’c and Daniel followed Engineer Johnston.
-----
Sam slowly felt herself
come out of a deep, black place. Her
left cheek was very sore, and she could taste blood in her mouth. The inside of her cheek had been cut against
her teeth. The right side of her head
hurt, and she felt a bump there. She
could not believe her eyes when she opened them.
Narim was standing close by with Jack laying
at his feet, the general’s hands tied behind his back. He was still unconscious, and the front of
his shirt was stained with blood, which she assumed came from the still
bleeding wound on his temple.
“You can pilot this
ship. Return to the previous
coordinates, or I will kill him.” He was
aiming the zat gun at Jack’s body.
“Narim,
what are you doing?” Sam still could not
believe her eyes. He had a blank look on
his face. He was not Narim,
not the Narim she knew. “What is going on?”
“If you do not turn this
ship around, I will kill him. Then I
will continue to kill your crew members one by one until you do so.” Not even his voice sounded the same.
Sam painfully came to her
feet. She noticed the others were also
tied up, and still unconscious. She
slowly walked to Major Gant’s station, without taking her eyes off Narim. She started
to press buttons and look busy, trying to buy some time, not really doing
anything but reroute systems. “Narim, if we go back, the Goa’uld ships may destroy us and
you will never see your people again.”
“People?” Narim
looked like he had never head of people before.
Sam looked at him in consternation, wondering what could have happened
to cause this.
She could hear the loud
sound of the torch working on the door from the other side. The crewmen were also shouting
regularly. “They are trying to cut
through the door,” she thought. She had
intimate knowledge of the ship, and knew there was an access point to the
bridge through the ventilation system, above Narim’s
head. She did not dare to look that way,
but hoped someone had thought of it.
“Narim,
please reconsider. You are not well and
don’t know what you are doing. Please
let us help you. Let me help you. You know I care about you.” She had paused and was looking back at him.
“Return.” He had a one-track
mind. She thought he sounded
brainwashed.
She stood slowly, trying to
reach him, “Narim, please just give me the weapon.”
In response, Narim shot Jack. “NOOOO!” Sam screamed, believing this was Jack’s second
shot.
At that moment, Narim heard something above his head and turned. Teal’c shot Narim
from above as the Tollan was turning and missed his
target, the man’s right shoulder.
Instead, he saw Narim grab his head as he
fell.
Sam looked up and saw
Teal’c leaning out of the ventilation shaft, with a pistol in his hand, his arm
extended. Before her brain fully
registered that Narim was no longer a threat, she ran
to Jack’s body.
“Jack!” Sam cried, kneeling
by the still form of the general. “Oh,
my God, Jack!” She automatically felt
for a pulse and was surprised, but immensely relieved, to find one. “Oh, Thank God!” She sighed and let her
forehead fall on Jack’s chest.
“Colonel Carter, are you
able to make the door mechanism work so that we can obtain medical
assistance?” Teal’c had lowered himself
to the floor from the shaft, and was checking the fried mechanism.
“I don’t think so, but let
me see.” Sam got up and started to do
what she did best. Solve problems.
Chapter Seven
Narim opened his eyes to find himself in sickbay, in restrains. Sam, with an ugly bruise on her left cheek,
was standing next to his bed. Daniel,
Jack and Teal’c were also in the room, sitting in chairs behind her, discussing
the recent events.
“He’s awake,” Sam turned to
let them know.
“Sam, what happened? Why am
I restrained?” Narim
was honestly baffled. “What happened to
you? Why are you hurt? And you?”
He now looked at Jack, who had approached the bed behind Sam. He wore a large bandage over his left
eyebrow.
“Your handiwork, Mr.
Ambassador,” Jack replied. “Are you
telling us you do not remember?”
“No!” Narim tried to lift
his head and realized it felt like it weighed 100 pounds. “Ah! My head…” he grimaced in pain. He then realized his head was bandaged.
Sam looked at the others in
confusion. “Try not to move your
head. You were wounded. What do you mean you don’t remember, Narim? You almost
killed General O’Neill. You punched me
out. You disabled the whole bridge crew
and demanded that we return to face the alkesh we ran
from.”
“What?” Narim asked
incredulously. “This must be a
mistake. I don’t remember doing such a
thing.”
“No mistake. You almost killed me,” pointing at his
bandage, “you punched her out,” pointing at Sam’s face, “and you are in big
trouble,” he concluded, pointing at Narim.
Narim just laid there, wondering if they were pulling a prank on
him. But wait, he did remember
something. Flashes of memory started to
pop into his mind. Sam flying against a
wall, Jack’s bloody shirt, the crew piled up against the wall,
unconscious. “Oh, no. No.
Why would I do that? Why? And why can’t I remember clearly?” He suddenly grimaced in pain and gasped. Before their eyes, he started to convulse.
“Doctor!” Sam yelled, and the medical
team surrounded the convulsing man, pushing the four of them out of the
way. They just stared in consternation
as the doctors tried to help Narim.
-----
“What is going on with
that man?” asked Jack. He was having
lunch in the mess hall with Teal’c, Sam and Daniel. Narim was still
passed out in sickbay, and they were not any closer to any answers.
They had stayed clear of Tollana III, still hiding from the Goa’uld. They had implemented a previously set plan
they had agreed to in case of trouble.
They had jumped to pre-determined coordinates inside a nebula. They were still there, waiting for answers
and trying to figure out what to do next.
“God, do I miss Janet right
now! She would at least have a
theory. These doctors have no clue,” Sam
said, her head in her hands. She had not
been able to eat a bite.
“It was pretty obvious that
he had no idea what we were talking about.
I think he honestly does not remember.
What could cause that?” Daniel
was thinking out loud, not expecting an answer.
“I believe Dr. Jackson is
correct. Narim
did not remember, and when he started to, he convulsed. I have never seen anything like it,” Teal’c
contributed.
“Colonel Ronson said that he was acting like a machine. He kept saying we had to return. I must admit he did not sound like himself at
all. I know the real Narim
would have never hit me,” Sam stated, touching her injured cheek.
At this point, a crewman
approached them. “Dr. Sykes is asking
that you come to sickbay, sir. The
patient is awake.”
The four of them jumped up
at the same time and almost ran to sickbay, where Narim
was now sitting up in bed, still in restrains.
“I remember!” he told them
as they entered. He started to speak,
and everything began to make sense.
Chapter Eight
“I never crashed in the
planet. I remember clearly now. I was dumped near the stargate
by jaffas. My
injuries were not from the crash, but from a beating I got while being held
prisoner,” began Narim.
“What? When were you a prisoner? Who was the Goa’uld holding you?” asked Jack
impatiently.
“Of that I am not
sure. I only know they referred to her
as their queen. I never saw her. But I remember the interrogator, a First
Prime called Amyl.” He looked at them
expectantly to see if they recognized the name.
His audience just looked at
each other. The name was not familiar.
“Whose First Prime?” asked
Daniel, “Could you tell?”
“I’m afraid not, but
starting from the beginning… Two Tollan ships were sent out to try to find a missing transport
ship. We had given it up for lost long
ago, but we received its signal a few weeks ago. I was in command of one of the rescue ships
and of the entire operation. When we
approached the coordinates of the incoming signal, we were surprised by four alkesh. It was over
very quickly. The other Tollan ship was destroyed immediately. The four of us in my ship were taken
prisoners.” Narim
paused and asked for a sip of water. Sam
obliged.
He then continued, “We were
taken, one by one, for interrogation.
I was last. By the time they got
to me, they knew of my relationship with you, the Tau’ri. I refused to say anything, either to confirm
or deny it, and they beat me,” he paused, thinking.
“And?” Jack prompted.
“I remember them taking me
to a room with a strange machine. They
wrapped something around my forehead. It
hurt, that is all I know. After that, I
can remember nothing clearly. It gets
very confusing, because I have memories of the crash, which now I know did not
really happen. I clearly remember them
dumping me on the ground, in view of the stargate. And I still don’t remember anything I did on
the bridge,” Narim finished, a confused look on his
face.
“A zatarc,”
Teal’c announced. “His account is
consistent with what we know of the programming some of the SGC personnel
suffered at the hands of the Goa’uld,” he concluded with his hands clasped
behind him, sounding very sure.
“Yes! It makes sense!” Sam agreed.
“Narim behaved just like Lt. Astor and Martouf did at Stargate Command. They just went nuts when a situation
triggered their programming.”
“Oh, wait! How convenient! How come his head did not explode or
something? All the other zatarcs killed themselves when they could not complete
their missions. Narim
is very much alive,” Jack argued, not convinced.
“Narim
was in the process of completing his mission when Teal’c shot him,” Daniel
commented slowly, obviously thinking of possible explanations. “It is possible that the head wound helped
him get rid of the effects of the programming.
Good thing Teal’c didn’t have a zat gun
handy. Zatting
Martouf did not work, as I remember,” he said looking
at Sam uncomfortably, but continued, “Teal’c would have had to kill Narim, in order to stop him.” He looked at Jack shrugging his
shoulders. “It’s just a theory, of
course.”
“Narim
lost it when he saw the two alkesh in the view
screen. That’s when I first noticed
something was wrong.” Samantha was now
smiling. She was glad that they had
figured this out.
“So you think Narim was planted to lure us into a trap?” Jack asked, still not convinced.
“What else?” Daniel responded. “The Goa’uld had him long enough to come up
with a plan and tamper with his mind.
Otherwise, why would they just let him go with access to a stargate?”
Narim had been listening to their exchange in confusion. He finally asked, “A zatarc? Could you, please, help me understand what
you are talking about?”
Sam sat next to his bed and
explained.
-----
“So what
now?” Sam
asked. They were sitting in a conference
room, Prometheus still inside the nebula.
“We can’t stay here indefinitely.
If information of Narim’s relationship to us
was tortured out of his people, the Goa’uld also probably know where Tollana III is. No
wonder there were alkesh waiting for us in the
vicinity!”
“We need to help the Tollan. It has been
weeks since Narim and his people were captured,”
Daniel said. “If they have not been
attacked already, they will be soon.”
“Oh, I think we can safely
assume that they have already been attacked, Daniel. Those alkesh were
not just sitting there waiting for us.
They have probably been busy with the Tollan,”
Jack said gloomily.
“There may be no one left
in Tollana,” Teal’c agreed. “The camouflage shield would have been of no
use to them if the Goa’uld already knew their location. And Narim himself
told us that they had not built cannons because they were now ineffective
against Goa’uld shields.”
“But we can’t just leave
without knowing whether there are survivors or not! We have to go to Tollana!” Daniel was adamant.
“I agree, Sir. I would not want to be the one to tell Narim that we are turning back, abandoning any hope of
helping his people,” Sam said softly.
“I know, I know. We will come up with something, as
usual. My orders were to render
assistance, and that’s what we’ll do,” Jack answered, already starting to think
of a plan.
Sam smiled, and remembered
why she felt the way she did about him.
Chapter Nine
They had been floating for
two days inside the nebula. Everyone was
impatient to do something, but they were still waiting for the Tok’Ra. When they
finally arrived in Ba’al’s former mothership,
commanded by Selmac, everyone was relieved.
“Hi, Sammy. It’s so good to see
you!” Jacob said when he boarded The
Prometheus, hugging his daughter with a smile.
“Dad, I speak for all of us
when I say we are even more pleased to see you,” answered Sam, smiling
back. “The Tollan
may not have much time. We need to move
quickly,” she added, now serious.
“Hello, Jacob. Ready for our little rescue
operation?” Jack greeted Jacob
with a handshake.
“Ready when you are,
Jack. I think we have gone over the
details enough times, as few as they are.”
Jacob thought the plan was very simple.
They rarely relied on overwhelming force to attain their goals, but
that had changed after they had obtained a mothership
fully loaded with alkesh and gliders.
Time was limited, and they
could not waste any of it. Therefore,
both starships were promptly on their way.
-----
“This is Narim, Dad. Narim, this is my father, Jacob, host to Selmac,” introduced Sam.
Narim was still tied to his hospital bed, but
in good spirits.
“It is a pleasure to meet
Samantha’s father,” he said, bowing with a smile.
“I see what you mean,
Sam. I would not be so polite if I were
tied to my bed.” Sam had told her father
how cooperative and charming Narim would be.
“I prefer the bindings,
Jacob. I must admit that, despite the
discomfort, I feel much better knowing I can cause no more harm. No one has been able to assure me that there
isn’t still some hidden programming in my brain. But Samantha informed me that the Tok’Ra may be able to assist us with that,” Narim told Jacob without bitterness.
“It is a dangerous procedure,
Narim. I won’t
lie to you. If there is still
programming, and we are not able to stop you, you may succeed in harming
yourself. We don’t know for certain what
will happen.”
Narim nodded. “Samantha
explained everything in detail, and I understand. I would like to go through the procedure as
soon as possible.”
“Then let’s get started,”
Jacob said, looking at Sam. “Let’s have Freia join us in the lab.”
-----
Chancellor Travell and the rest of the surviving Tollan
Curia were still hiding in the cave, high up inside one of the Tollan mountains. It was getting bitterly cold, and snow
covered the ground. The rest of the
surviving Tollan were scattered in caves all over the
side of the mountain. Their supplies
were scarce, and trips to secure drinking water from the mountain springs were
dangerous.
Even fewer Tollan remained.
They had been able to save many women and children, but there were few
able men left. Most of the elderly had
succumbed to poor conditions. The Curia,
made up of middle-aged leaders, were not doing well either.
“Our situation is
desperate. We have been lucky so
far. They still do not know where we are
hiding, but that will change eventually.
I believe it is time to surrender and hope that they don’t kill us all. We know they are after our knowledge of
advanced technology, after all.” Travell was emotionally exhausted, but no one could
tell. She was still strong in front of
her people. They depended on her.
“Our young ones will be of
no use to them. They would have nothing
to offer but their bodies. How can we
allow them to die or become hosts for the Goa’uld?” a middle-aged mother asked.
“We will have to negotiate
for their survival and release, in exchange for the information they want,” an
older man responded, agreeing with Travell.
“What if they don’t keep
their word? The Goa’uld are a treacherous race,” said another elder.
“We will have to find a way
to make them keep their word. The only
other option is to die slowly, one by one.
We can’t allow that to happen either,” Travell
responded.
They agreed. It was time to surrender.
-----
Freia’s heart skipped a beat when she greeted General O’Neill. She still found him very handsome. She had a weak spot for the sexy, manly
types, while Anise preferred the brainy ones.
“Remember why you are here,” Anise reminded her host. “I will remind you of that when we see Dr.
Jackson!” she responded to her symbiote, who thought
it was funny.
“It is a pleasure to see
you again, General O’Neill. Please
accept my congratulations on your promotion,” Freia
said to Jack, shaking his hand.
“It’s good to see you too, Freia. Although I
wish it was under happier circumstances,” he answered with a polite smile.
When he felt Sam entering
the room, he added, “One of these days you should just drop by Earth and
visit. I’ll take you fishing!” His sudden enthusiasm surprised Freia, but she promptly replied, “I would love to come and
visit you, General O’Neill.”
“Please, just call me Jack
from now on.” He was still smiling into
Freia’s eyes, but he was very aware of Sam standing
behind him.
“Hello, Freia. I will take you to the lab, if you are
ready,” Sam greeted the Tok’Ra woman politely.
As the two women were
exiting the room, Sam flashed him a resentful look. She knew what he was doing, and she did not
appreciate it.
“Jack, Jack, Jack! What the hell are you doing?” he thought to
himself. “Behaving like a teenager, for
crying out loud! I have finally lost
it!” He was already sorry about needling
Sam. Following an impulse, he had tried
to make her jealous because he was still upset with the Narim
situation, and that was not fair. She
was going through enough heartache after her break up with Pete.
“OK, I guess I’ll have to apologize later.” he thought. His main concern now was to get through the
mission. After that, he had to make some
tough decisions. Things could not continue
as they were.
Chapter Ten
Chancellor Travell and two other members of the Curia stood in front
of the First Prime, Amyl. He had done
what he could to demean the Tollan leaders, hating
their dignified posture. The three
elders had calmly approached the jaffas on Tollana’s surface, and they had been promptly transported
to one of the alkesh in orbit.
“You are in no position to
negotiate! You will surrender
completely, or die!” He told them as he
stalked them, looking at the elders with contempt.
“We demand that you ensure
the survival of our people in exchange for our knowledge. If you do not agree, we will all die, taking
our knowledge with us.” The High
Chancellor was unperturbed. “If you
desire the cooperation of our best minds, you will first let everyone else go.”
“No, we will not!” Amyl shoved his face within inches of Travell’s. “We
are in control, not you. We will find
you, take your knowledge, and then kill you.
The Tollan civilization will die, and you
can’t stop it!”
“Amyl!” A young, feminine voice
was heard.
Travell saw a tall, very young woman enter the room. She was dressed like royalty, golden jewelry
heavy on her arms and neck. A black,
form-fitting gown and veil made her look older, but the host could not have
been more than a teenager. She was
enchanting, possessing a dark, alluring beauty.
“My Queen!” Amyl bowed, instantly
cowed. “I thought you wanted me to
report to you once we succeeded extracting information.”
“Yes, Amyl. But I can see you are not
succeeding. Despite your best efforts, I
do believe the Tollan Curia would let their people
die unless we negotiate with them. Am I
mistaken?” she asked sweetly, approaching Travell.
“No, you are not,”
confirmed Travell, her eyes on Amyl.
“Very well, then. No use getting upset with each other. I am Anat, Queen
Anat. I was destined to become Ba’al’s consort before he was murdered by the Tau’ri.” She
proceeded to sit on the throne-like seat in the middle of the room. “I guarantee the freedom of your people. However, you must allow us access to your
scientists and leaders. You must also
agree to assist us in the destruction of the Tau’ri. Is that a fair trade?” she asked patiently.
“There is nothing fair
about it, Queen Anat. We would not
assist you in the destruction of another world.
However, whatever you do with the technology you obtain from us, will be
out of our hands,” Travell answered stiffly.
“That is good enough. I am a fair and understanding queen. You will not be sorry,” Queen Anat smiled. “Amyl,
allow the Tollan people to board their remaining
ships and leave. I do not care where they
go. But first, gather up the scientists
and leaders, as well as twenty young men and women. The young ones will provide the elders with
an incentive to cooperate. If I am not
satisfied that the Tollan have held up their end of
the agreement, they will be the ones to suffer.”
“We do not agree to those
terms!” Travell
shouted, finally losing her composure.
“It will be as I say, or
you will all die. It is the same to me
at this point. I am quite weary of
this!” Queen Anat
responded, her eyes flashing.
The three members of the
Curia exchanged glances. They had worked
together long enough to understand each other without talking. How could they let everyone die? They had to sacrifice some to save the rest.
“Very well. It will be as you propose,” Travell capitulated.
-----
Narim’s smile of relief was infectious.
Anise had performed the procedure without complications. He seemed to be free of any further Goa’uld
programming. Sam was also smiling. The moment Narim
was freed, he approached her and enveloped her in an
embrace.
Jacob glanced at Jack. He knew how Jack and Sam felt about each
other. He had always suspected, but
since the developments in Ba’al’s mothership,
he was sure. Jack’s face was impassive,
and he immediately directed his attention to Freia.
“How can we be sure of the
results? You just confirmed that he had
been a zatarc, but now you are sure he no longer
is. Can you explain that again?” He was still suspicious and uncomfortable
with an unrestrained Narim in the ship.
“It is very simple,
Jack. When we asked Narim
questions involving the false memories, the indicator turned red, but then
slowly turned blue again, every time.
That seems to indicate that the memory is not real, but that Narim recognizes this fact.”
“That is just a theory,
right?” Jack was still unconvinced.
“I suppose. But everything seems to indicate that there
is no programming left. Narim has suffered no further convulsions, even after he
recovered all memories, true and false.
He is clear about what happened to him while prisoner,
and he even remembers his actions on the bridge. Still, no other symptoms have been in
evidence.” Freya
looked at Narim with a satisfied smile. “I’d say he is cured!
“Well, then, I suppose
we’ll have to shoot suspected zatarcs in the head
from now on, just to be sure,” Daniel said smiling, amused at Jack’s obvious
discomfort. Teal’c raised his eyebrow at
him, a slight smile on his lips.
Jack gave him one of those
exasperated looks reserved for Daniel alone.
He then turned to Freia again. “We thank you, then, for your help on this one. We didn’t want to lose our friend, here,” he
said, indicating Narim, who bowed to Jack gratefully.
“It was my pleasure,
Jack. We have learned much about this
condition by being able to test Narim. It is possible that a non-lethal trauma to
the head is a solution for this problem, as barbaric as that may be. However, I believe it is more likely that the
programming is erased once the programmed mission fails, and the subject
manages to survive, like Narim did.” She looked at Narim
again, noticing his hand on Sam’s waist.
Narim approached Freia now, taking her hands
in his and bowing to her. “I am grateful
for your assistance. If there is
anything I can ever do to repay you, please do not hesitate to ask.”
Freia smiled and bowed back. “I
will return to the mothership now.” She turned to leave, hesitated, and asked
Jack, “Jack, would you escort me back?”
He was startled, but immediately replied, “Sure! Please, you first,” indicating the door.
Sam was throwing daggers at
their backs with her eyes as they exited.
Jacob was left to wonder what could be going on, while Daniel and
Teal’c just exchanged knowing looks. Narim seemed blissfully unaware.
-----
Queen Anat
sat in her throne-like chair, Amyl kneeling at her feet. His adoring eyes were on her as she stroked
his face sensuously. “You have been a
devoted lover, Amyl. I owe my survival
and well being to you. Do not think I will
ever forget that. But I need you to
complete one more mission before you officially become my consort.”
“My life is yours, My
Queen. What do you wish me to do?”
“I want you to destroy the Tau’ri. Revenge for
what they took from us is our first priority.
The Tollan technology will be valuable in
achieving this goal,” she said, continuing to stroke his face.
“Our ruse failed, My
Queen. We had them within our reach, but
they slipped away. We have been trying
to locate them ever since.” He lowered
his eyes, ashamed by his failure.
“They will come back,
Amyl. They are very predictable. They know we have Tollana
at our mercy. They will try to assist
their allies. Their compassion is their
weakness.” She now stood and walked to
the view screen, as if trying to find the Tau’ri ship
among the stars.
“We must hide two alkesh where they will be undetectable. We will leave only two in orbit of Tollana. When the Tau’ri ship returns, we will surprise them. They will be outnumbered, but we will not
destroy the ship. We will capture the
crew and use them as hosts. We will send
them back to their planet and, before they know it, our children will have
taken over.” She turned to face Amyl
with a smile. “We have enough symbiotes for this purpose now. Thanks to you, my love. They just need a little more time to mature
further. Even if control of the hosts is
not complete, it will be enough for our purpose.”
“Yes, My Queen.” Although Amyl wanted to believe they would
succeed with this plan, he was afraid it would not be as easy as she made it
sound.
“Come, my love. Let’s see how our Tollan
friends are doing.” Queen Anat exited the bridge followed by an obedient Amyl.
-----
The three members of the
Curia had returned, accompanied by twenty young men and women.
“Where are your
scientists?” asked Queen Anat angrily.
“They are in a secure
location down in Tollana. They are expecting communication from us, to
let them know when it will be safe to turn themselves in to your jaffas,” informed Travell.
“How dare you!” Queen Anat shouted.
“We are just ensuring the
safety of our people. Once we receive
communication from the ships, telling us they are safely away, and not followed
by alkesh, I will communicate with the scientists,” Travell said, tapping a communication device strapped to
her left wrist.
“How do we know the
scientists will not be in those ships?” asked Amyl.
“If they are, we will have
nothing to produce for you, and you can kill us,” Travell
responded, indicating the group around her.
“And you probably would be able to follow and capture the Tollan ships after you do.
But you will have no need. The
scientists are in Tollana, expecting my signal,”
concluded Travell calmly, waiting for the queen’s
response.
“Very well! Amyl,
let the ships go! I am quite tired of
this planet, and we have much to do.”
She turned abruptly and stalked out of the room.
Chapter Eleven
“Sir! Four ships headed away
from Tollana III.
They are not Goa’uld,” declared Major Gant.
“Can you identify what they
are, Major?” asked Colonel Ronson.
“No, Sir. They are still using sub-light speed,
though.”
“Contact
General O’Neill and the Tollan. They may be able to
identify the ships.”
“Yes, Sir.” And Major Gant proceeded
to do so.
-----
“They are Tollan ships.” Narim was staring at the view screen, not believing his
eyes. “Those are the four remaining
transport ships we had. I know they are
not large enough to transport all our people.
I wonder where they are going.”
“Communication line is
open, Sir,” announced Major Gant.
Jack, Sam, Teal’c and
Daniel were standing in the bridge, surrounding Narim. Jack had ordered them to be on the look out
for any unusual behavior, but the Tollan had acted
normally since he had been pronounced cured.
“This is Narim, Tollan Rescue &
Recovery Team Leader, please respond,” Narim spoke
aloud, tense with anticipation.
“Narim! This is Fren! We thought you were dead!” A pleasantly
surprised voice answered a few moments later.
“Fren! What is happening? Why are the transport ships leaving Tollana?” asked Narim with
concern.
“The Goa’uld let us go, Narim. They kept our
most knowledgeable people in exchange.
They want our technology, Narim. They also kept twenty of our young
people. My son is one of them! Can your friends help us?” Everyone in the bridge noted the hopeful note
in the man’s voice, and Narim looked at Jack
anxiously.
“Tell them to stop. We need to talk,” Jack ordered. Narim looked
relieved.
“Fren,
please come aboard as soon as we join you.
We need more information.”
-----
“We are all that is left, Narim, only two thousand, six hundred eighty two Tollan people, crammed in four ships. We left another two hundred people in Tollana, including all members of the Curia. Our top scientists in every field, and some
of our children, are prisoners. We must
save them!” Fren
was desperate. Narim
thought the man was half the size he was the last time he had seen him.
“Calm down, my friend. The Tau’ri have promised to assist.
We need more details.” Narim was grieving.
He had been floored by Fren’s accounts of the
attack, their escape into the mountains, their fight for survival, and finally,
their capitulation. “So many deaths!” he
kept thinking, trying to focus on the present.
“How many ships, do you
know?” asked Sam.
“From what we could tell, only
two alkesh in orbit of Tollana
III,” Fren responded.
“I clearly remember four alkesh when we were attacked,” stated Narim.
“It is possible that we did
not see all the Goa’uld ships as we left.
To be honest, our main concern was to determine a location to head
to. Travell
insisted that we determine that after we left Tollana. She did not want any of the Tollan people left behind to know where we could be
found. That is what we were trying to
determine when you contacted us,” Fren admitted.
“Alright, slight change of
plans! We can’t go in with guns blazing
when there are Tollan people aboard the ships,” Jack
remarked.
“I think it is safe to
assume that they are being held in one or both the ships in orbit. The other two are probably hidden somewhere,”
Jacob reflected.
“Ok, this is what I’m
thinking…” started to say Jack, standing up and addressing the group.
Chapter Twelve
“The Tau’ri
ship is approaching Tollana, My Lord,” a jaffa announced to Amyl.
The First Prime stood and stared at the reflection of the Earth vessel
in the view screen. “Pathetic!” he
thought to himself.
“Arm weapons and verify
that the other alkesh know. They should be ready to come at our signal,”
responded Amyl. He then left to notify
his queen.
-----
Jack was at the controls of the Ancient’s
cloaked ship. “We still need to come up
with a name for this baby”, he was thinking when Sam interrupted him.
“That is the spot we need to hit, Sir.” She was pointing at a diagram of an alkesh. “When we
take out that power generator, the shields and weapons will be disabled.”
“What do you think we should call it?” Jack responded.
“What?”
Sam looked at him puzzled. “I
believe it is called an alkesh, Sir.”
“No, I mean, our baby here. Ancient Ship is kind of long and
boring.” He was looking at her
expectantly.
“I think… that should be your decision,
Sir. As long as you don’t call it
“Why not? It is a great name!” Jack retorted.
“But not very original,” Sam commented, looking
at Daniel, Teal’c and Narim seating behind her,
asking for help.
“How about AS-1?” Suggested Daniel.
“ASS onE?” Repeated Jack, turning to give him a look.
“You know, Ancient Ship Number one. I’m still hoping we’ll find more of these
somewhere,” Daniel answered innocently, thinking the name made perfect sense.
Sam chuckled and said, “OK, how about if we
think about it and decide later? We have
work to do… Sir,” looking at Jack apologetically.
“Yeah! Definitely not ASS onE.” Jack turned
back to the controls.
-----
“My Lord, we are under fire!” shouted the jaffa piloting the alkesh, after
a loud explosion could be heard.
“Impossible!” He replied, coming closer to the
screen. “The Tau’ri
vessel is still too far away!” Another,
louder explosion rocked the ship, leaving no doubt of an attack.
“We have lost a power generator! We have no shields or weapons!” the jaffa reported, alarmed.
Amyl turned as Queen Anat
stalked into the control room. “What is
this? How could you let this happen?”
she shouted, furious at Amyl.
“My Queen, we have not detected…” but he never
finished the sentence. Queen Anat lifted her palm and sent him flying backwards. She then approached him with her palm high up
and shouted, “This is the last time you fail me!”
Moments later, Amyl laid dead. Queen Anat then
turned to the pilot and ordered, “Have the closest alkesh
come within transportation range. Have
the other two attack the Earth vessel before it gets closer.”
“Yes, My Queen!” replied the jaffa,
terrified.
-----
“OK, there is our chance. We don’t have to attack the second alkesh. It just
dropped shields, and the first one is in the process of transporting something
to it,” indicated Sam.
Teal’c and Daniel were ready. They pressed their wrist controls and they
immediately transported to the second alkesh. “I’ve got to get us more of
those! Thor owes us, after all,” thought
Jack.
Meanwhile, the Tollan
prisoners had been gathered in the cargo hold of the first alkesh,
wondering about their fate. Travell could not imagine who was attacking the
Goa’uld. She knew the Tollan transport vessels had no armaments, only shields.
“That one, Sir,” Sam said, pointing at a
landing bay on the first alkesh.
Jack fired and the gate to the landing bay
ceased to exist. Still cloaked, he flew
his ship inside.
They were still cloaked and hovering when the
gate accessing the landing bay from inside the vessel opened,
and a river of jaffas started pouring in. They stopped and looked around, baffled, not
seeing anything. But they did hear a
loud voice threatening, “Drop your weapons, surrender, and you will survive.”
A few jaffas
automatically started shooting their staff weapons at thin air. They could see the blasts bouncing off
something, but were unable to do any damage.
“Again, surrender and you will live. Continue to shoot, and you will die. Is that any clearer?” they heard the voice
again. Some jaffas
ran back inside, others dropped their weapons and raised their hands.
“Prometheus, we are inside Alkesh
one, please respond,” called Jack.
-----
Minutes earlier, two alkesh
had intercepted Prometheus, still at a distance from Tollana
III. They had started firing on the
Earth vessel the moment they had been within range, but their shots had done no
serious damage.
“Surrender, or we will
be forced to destroy you,” Colonel Ronson had warned
them, but the alkesh had kept flying around the
vessel and firing at it.
“I don’t detect any Tollan
life signs, Sir, only Goa’uld signs from what I can tell. There are twenty souls in both ships, at
most,” Major Gant had reported to her superior, thinking that the Asgard detectors were just too cool.
“Last warning. Stand down or be
destroyed,” the colonel had repeated to the two alkesh.
They had refused to respond, and had kept
firing, like pesky flies around a beast.
“Alright, Jacob. I guess they are all
yours. There are no Tollan people on board.
See you later,” Colonel Ronson’s voice had
sounded in the mothership’s bridge.
“Good luck, William,” had answered Jacob from
the mothership, which had suddenly dropped out of
hyper-space. He had then proceeded to
destroy the two alkesh.
-----
“We are almost there, General. Have you met any resistance?” asked Colonel Ronson.
“Some, not much I guess. We are still inside the landing bay, waiting
for the troops. Let us know when they
are here,” responded Jack, still inside the cloaked ship with Sam and Narim.
“They are ready for transport. We will be there in two minutes,” assured the
commander of the Prometheus.
“We’ll be waiting,” Jack smiled at Sam and Narim in satisfaction.
-----
Daniel and Teal’c were making their way, slowly
but surely, through the second alkesh. They had been careful to remain hidden while
looking for the Tollan prisoners. Their mission was to locate them and
determine their number, without engaging the enemy.
“Given their numbers, the most logical location
would be one of the cargo holds,” Teal’c told Daniel in a whisper.
“Which do we search first?” Daniel whispered
back.
“It would be more expeditious to scan the ship
from the bridge. Follow me.” And Daniel proceeded to do so.
-----
Tau’ri soldiers were being transported to the one designated Alkesh one at different locations. The troops started to make their way through
the ship in order to secure it. Some jaffas offered no resistance, while others fired their
weapons at them, and fell.
The Tollan people
huddled in fear in the cargo hold, listening to the sounds of battle, and
expecting to see executioners appear at the door any minute. Chancellor Travell
and the other members of the Curia were facing the locked door, with the
intention to act as a shield for their people by attempting to reason with
whoever may enter.
Jack, followed by Sam and an unarmed Narim, were finally able to exit the landing bay and make
their way toward the bridge of the ship.
They had encountered little resistance.
The corridors were fairly empty, and they were inside the bridge in less
than two minutes. It took seconds to
disable the jaffas there. Sam quickly scanned the ship and turned to Narim with a brilliant smile. “At least two hundred people are being held
in the main cargo hold, Narim. I think we found your friends.” At which Narim
smiled, letting out a relieved sigh.
“Excellent!” commented Jack. He could see Prometheus in the view
screen. “Let me talk to the other alkesh,” he ordered Sam.
-----
Teal’c and Daniel had made it to the bridge
without being spotted. The alkesh was fairly deserted.
They could hear activity inside, but the entrance was closed.
A feminine voice shouted, enraged. They looked at each other, readied their zat guns, and proceeded to open the door.
-----
“You are outnumbered. The only way you will survive is by
surrendering, now. We have the Tollan people, and we have way more guns and ships than you
do, since your other two alkesh are space debris
now,” Jack was telling Queen Anat from the bridge of
the first alkesh.
He sounded smug, which only added fuel to the queen’s fury.
Queen Anat was beside
herself. She could not believe her eyes
when she saw the mothership approach. The despised Tok’Ra
were here! She
knew they had kept Ba’al’s mothership.
“I will die, but I will take you with me!” she
screamed at the visage of the smiling general.
She turned to her pilot and ordered, “Set a
collision course to the alkesh! Quickly!”
The jaffa hesitated,
not sure he was ready to die. Before he
could decide, they heard the door to the bridge open and the flare of zat guns, almost simultaneously.
Queen Anat immediately
raised her defense shield, but the jaffas in the
bridge fell in rapid succession. Two men
she had never seen were now standing in the bridge, viewing their
surroundings. One was the infamous
Teal’c. She knew by his Tau’ri uniform and the golden tattoo on his forehead.
“You have nowhere to go,” the other man told
her, with almost pity in his voice. “You
can keep your shield on until you starve to death if you wish, but it is over
now. You lost.” He was patiently waiting for her to respond.
The queen knew he was right. She had lost.
Chapter Thirteen
Chancellor Travell
held her breath when she heard the door to the cargo bay open. Then let it out with an unusual, broad smile
when she saw Narim standing in the threshold, flanked
by Samantha Carter and Jack O’Neill.
“Chancellor Travell,”
said Narim bowing slightly. “It is a pleasure to see you are well.”
Travell could hear the shouts of joy and cries of relief from the people
behind her, but she had eyes only for Narim.
“I am afraid I had to disobey the Curia’s orders
and contact the Tau’ri, High Chancellor,” Narim said, looking contrite.
The Curia members just laughed at this,
approaching Narim and slapping his back in greeting
and relief.
“It seems our past decisions may not have been
as wise as we believed, Narim. It also seems we have better friends than we
knew. It is time we review those
decisions, don’t you agree?” She was
asking the Curia around her.
They all smiled and nodded in approval to her
comments. She then turned to Jack,
getting close and placing her right palm on his chest, bowing to him. “We are, again, grateful. We owe you a great debt. One we will never be able to fully repay.”
Jack could not help himself, “But you are still
not going to share your technology with us, right?”
Sam glared at him, Narim
laughed, and Travell responded, “Those are also decisions we must
review.”
-----
The four Tollan ships
were being evacuated, people running to greet each other in joy and
demonstrations of affection. The two alkesh and Prometheus had also landed. There was a group of jaffa
being held captive. The rest had agreed
to join the rebellion. The mothership was in orbit, Selmac
still in command.
Jack, followed by Narim,
the Tollan Curia, and SG-1, was walking through what
remained of the destroyed city. “What a
waste!”
“Little will be wasted, I assure you,” Travell responded.
“Thanks to your supplies, we will be able to start rebuilding
immediately. At least now we will not
starve during the winter. But, yes,
there is much to do. Our first endeavor
will be to build a stargate so that we can better
communicate with you.”
“Now, that’s quite a change in attitude,”
thought Jack.
The Tollan were in
high spirits, despite everything and everyone they had lost. Jack could not help but admire their
endurance. These were tough people, as
well as smart.
Narim had been officially invited to join the Curia. Everyone considered him a hero. If not for him and his friends, for his
decision to disobey orders, everything would have been lost. He had been charged with negotiating treaties
with the Tau’ri and the Tok’Ra. The Tollan were
going to need a lot of help. But they
also had a lot to offer.
“We look forward to the commencement of treaty
negotiations. The sooner we complete
them, the sooner we will be able to complete our city and go back to normalcy,”
Narim told Jack.
“Well, you are welcome to return with us and
bring anyone else you may need so that we can get started.” Jack was feeling magnanimous. This had been one of their greatest
victories yet. Aside from now being
close to finally getting their hands on Tollan
technology, they had had no casualties, they had obtained two more alkesh, they had freed the Tollan
survivors, and they were now in the process of rescuing a few Goa’uld hosts
from their enslavement.
Jacob was busy supervising this process in the mothership. The
first one had been the host of Queen Anat.
The Goa’uld symbiote had been safely removed,
and a sweet, grateful child had emerged.
-----
Her name was Karah. Many weeks earlier, Amyl and his jaffas had taken her from her village. She was able to shed light on where the
Queen symbiote had come from. It seemed Amyl had been in charge of the safe
keeping of the symbiote for Ba’al
in a constantly moving alkesh. He had learned of Ba’al’s
defeat, and had promptly obtained a host for the symbiote.
The implantation had happened as soon as the
queen symbiote was mature enough, and they had then
embarked on a conquest campaign. They
had only been able to gather four alkesh and a
couple hundred jaffas before Queen Anat decided that the Tollan
technology was a priority to obtain. She
wanted to be prepared to face the remaining system lords before they learned of
her existence.
They had gotten lucky and encountered a Tollan ship adrift in space, not too far from Tollana II. The ship
had been badly damaged and there were no survivors on board. They had also been disappointed not to find
very much useful technology. It had been
a simple transport ship. They had activated the beacon in the hope to lure the
surviving Tollan.
That was when Narim’s ships had been captured.
Chapter Fourteen
Sam was resting in her cabin, thinking of
grabbing some lunch, when she heard a knock at her door. It was Narim,
holding his bag, ready to depart Prometheus.
“Narim. I see you are ready to
go.” She stepped aside, inviting him
in. “You are going to be a very busy man
during the next few months, if not years.”
“Indeed, I will be. I could not leave without having a few
private words with you, Samantha. I will
not be seeing you for a few weeks, until I come to Earth to start
negotiations. Is this a good time?”
“Sure!
Please take a seat.” She sat in one
of the two chairs in her cabin and pulled the other one close.
He sat, leaned over closer to Sam, took her hands
in his, and spoke softly, “Samantha, I am here to ask you that you consider a
proposition.”
Samantha had no idea of what he could be talking
about, so she just waited.
“You already know how I feel about you,
Samantha. I have felt this way ever since
we met, years ago. One of the hardest
things I have ever had to do was to keep you in the dark about our
survival. Not the Tau’ri,
but you. I missed you terribly, and I
hated the thought of you believing I was dead.
Somehow, I had always hoped you and I would have a chance to be
together.”
Sam was speechless. She just stared at Narim,
feeling what would follow and not knowing how to stop it.
“What I am trying to say is that I don’t want to
spend any more time waiting for that to happen, Samantha. I want us to be together, forever.” He stopped her when she started to reply.
“Please let me finish. I know this is not a decision you could make
lightly. There are many things standing
in our way, even if you love me enough to say yes. I would like you to live here, with the Tollan people as your people, with me as your husband. I know you could be happy here. You’d have so much to learn, to keep you
busy, as I know you like to be.” She
started to shake her head, but he plunged ahead, “If I could just leave Tollana and follow you to Earth, I would. But it is clear that I am needed here. I could never turn my back on my people
now. I know you understand that,” he
concluded and waited for her to say something.
“Narim, I am flattered
beyond words that a man as special as you are, would
ask me to be his wife. And you know that
you are special to me. But I have
learned recently that I must love a man passionately for me to commit myself to
that man. As much as I like you, and
even want you, I don’t think it is enough.”
Sam was sadly looking down at their clasped hands, thinking that for the
second time in less than a week, she was hurting someone she cared for.
She felt him lift her chin softly, until she
could look into his eyes. His sad smile
just made her feel worse, and a tear escaped onto her cheek. “You have always been wise, Samantha. Please know that I understand, and that
still, I have hopes that you will, some day, change your mind. I will be waiting.” He kissed her lips softly,
still holding her chin, then stood up and left quietly.
-----
Jack saw Narim leave
Sam’s cabin from the end of the corridor.
The man had a dejected look on his face, but he straightened, lifted
his head, and continued walking toward the exit.
“What now?” he thought. He was going to ask Sam to join Daniel,
Teal’c and himself for lunch. He
approached her door and knocked a couple of times. When she finally opened the door, he could
tell she had been crying.
“I was wondering if you wanted to join us for a
bite to eat,” he asked, as if he did not realize she was upset.
“I think I will eat something here in my cabin
later, thank you, Sir,” she replied, looking down at the floor, trying to hide
her red eyes.
“Are you all right?” he asked, not moving away
from her door.
“Me? Yeah! I’m OK…” she stammered, still
avoiding his eyes. “Just tired, that’s
all.”
“Carter, you know I don’t like to eat
alone. How about it?” he asked, trying
to snap her out of her funk.
“Isn’t Freia
available?” she asked, finally looking at him.
Her red eyes prevented him from responding with
one of his sarcastic remarks, which was his first impulse.
“I don’t want Freia’s
company, I want yours,” he responded sincerely.
Now he was really feeling lousy for trying to make her jealous.
Sam stared at him for a few moments, not knowing
how to respond. Then her face crumpled,
and she turned away from the door, covering her eyes.
“Now I’ve really done it!” thought Jack. He felt like kicking himself. Why had he not just accepted her refusal and
gone to lunch? He could not leave
now. Daniel and Teal’c would have to go
ahead without them.
Jack entered Sam’s cabin and closed the door
behind him. He stood there, not sure
what to do next. Sam was softly weeping
into her hands. He finally grabbed a
tissue from a box on her desk and approached her, turning her around and
pulling her hands away from her face. He
then proceeded to wipe the tears off her cheeks.
Sam was disarmed. She did not know what to do with this gentle
side of Jack. She grabbed his hand, took
the tissue and blew her nose. She looked
up to him. There was pity in his eyes,
and something else. She could not help
herself and she went into his arms, seeking comfort.
“Do you want to talk about it?” Jack asked
gently. But Sam just shook her head,
still sniffing. How could she
explain? She was just too confused.
“OK.”
Jack held her for long minutes and let her weep onto his shirt, and Sam
knew she could never feel safer anywhere else.
Chapter Fifteen
“Would you care to explain what is the meaning of this?”
Jack could tell General Hammond was in an unhappy mood, stalking into
Jack’s office with a black look on his face.
The older man threw an envelope on Jack’s desk and stared at him,
waiting for an answer.
“Nice to see you too,
General.” He knew
this was coming. But he had not expected
to see the general in his office only hours after he had sent him his
resignation by courier. “Please make
yourself comfortable.”
“I expect a better explanation than all the
retirement nonsense you spilled into that letter, son. And get Colonel Carter in here as well. I’m not accepting her resignation either!” He was in the foulest mood he had ever seen
him in. But, what was it that he had
said? Sam had resigned?
“What do you mean? Carter has not resigned,” Jack stated,
wondering if his subconscious was playing tricks on him and he had mentioned
Sam in the letter.
“Oh, yes, she has! Look at the second document in the envelope!”
General Hammond pointed.
Jack pulled out the letter the general
indicated, read it quickly, and looked up at
“She resigned to you? She did not even copy me?” He immediately picked up the phone and
requested Sam to be summoned.
“I can’t speak for Carter, but I don’t think me
wanting to retire should come as a shock to you, Sir. I mean, I had retired when you reeled
me in, years ago.” Jack was now
standing, pouring himself a cup of coffee.
“Would you care for some?” he asked
Sam entered seconds later. She looked scared and ready to flee at any
moment.
“Take a seat, Colonel Carter,” ordered General
Hammond.
“Yes, Sir.” She looked at Jack, who
was staring at her, and she quickly looked away, not willing to face her
superior officer. She sat and looked at
Jack’s desk, noticing her resignation letter sitting on top.
“Please explain to us why you are throwing away
a brilliant military career, Colonel Carter.
Your sudden interest in private industry just does not ring true. What is really going on?”
Sam was a little confused. “General O’Neill can’t give you any
explanations for my resignation, Sir.
Correct me if I’m wrong, but he just found out from you.” Sam looked at Jack guiltily. She knew he was probably furious at her for
going over his head and not even having the courtesy of letting him know what
she was doing.
“That is true, Colonel, but he can certainly
explain why he has suddenly decided to retire,”
“What?”
Sam stood up, a shocked look on her face, and looked at Jack for
confirmation.
“I am old, I am tired, the hours suck, my knee
hurts, I want to be able to drink beer every
night. Take your pick; I have many
reasons. But she doesn’t!” Jack pointed at Sam angrily.
Sam glared at him, her lips tight.
“Sir, I feel I am unable to perform my military
duties as they are expected of me. My
judgment is compromised.” She was
praying he would take that for an answer.
She was deluding herself.
“Please elaborate,”
“It’s my fault, General,” Jack interrupted. He felt guilty, and very sorry that his lack
of control had brought them to this situation.
“I compromised her. I behaved in
an inappropriate manner and this has affected our working relationship. Carter is trying to solve the problem by
removing herself from the situation. I
will not allow it. She is needed here,
much more than I am needed here.”
“That’s not true! I kissed you back! And you are more important to this command
than I am!” Sam exclaimed, getting out
of her seat. She then realized what she
had said and blushed red, not wanting to look at
General Hammond gaped at both of them,
understanding downing on him. Then he
sighed, took a seat, rubbed his bald forehead, and ordered them to sit
down. He was thinking furiously, trying
to come up with a solution to the problem.
He could not lose either of them.
They were both vital to SGC.
Jack was the one man the alien allies respected
and admired. They counted on his
participation in all matters. Only
Jack’s death would have been accepted by the allies as an acceptable excuse for
having to deal with anyone else.
Furthermore, he was the leader of the facility and the most qualified
man to be so.
Sam, on the other hand, had the most brilliant
mind
“Sorry, I can not accept either of your
resignations,”
“What?
Don’t look at me! I already came
up with a solution and you are shooting it down. What do you want me to do?” Sam had her hands up, looking helpless.
“Your resignation is not a viable solution,
Colonel Carter. This Command cannot do
without your services. Half of your
expertise would just be wasted elsewhere, and you know that. Besides, you would never be happy working
anywhere else,”
“Sir, I happen to agree with you. That is why I decided to retire. There are… other things… I was hoping to do
before it is too late for me,” Jack stated.
“There is just no other solution for this problem. It’s time for me to go.”
“No, it is not!”
“So?” Jack prompted impatiently, wondering what
he could be getting at.
“Are you two capable of continuing to work
together effectively, as a couple, if these rules did not affect you?”
Jack and Sam looked at each other. They were not sure what
“Sir, let me be clear about this,” Jack suddenly
said. “The reason I am retiring is so
that the damn rules do not prevent me from asking Sam to marry me. Whatever your solution, it must allow for
that,” Jack concluded looking at
Sam’s mouth was open, staring at Jack. She could not breathe, or move. She then closed her mouth, swallowed a lump,
and looked at Hammond, who was smiling at Jack.
“Sir, I believe General O’Neill and I would be able to work together if
he was no longer my military superior.
At least I know I could,” she stated, looking at Jack hopefully.
Jack smiled and then directed his attention to
“Sam,” General Hammond addressed the Colonel as
a friend now, “you must understand that my solution would require that you no
longer be the commanding SG-1 officer.
You pretty much would be giving up field operations as an SG member.” He held her look and saw the resignation in
her eyes.
“Sir, when I resigned the military, I was giving
up SGC, period.” She sounded sad, but
sure.
“Very well, then. Here is what I propose.”
-----
Sam and Jack were now sitting next to each
other, holding hands and listening to General Hammond. “It is almost surreal,” Sam thought, but it
was really happening.
“I expect there will be some bumps in the road,
but I am sure you two will be able to deal with them,”
Sam had agreed to compromise. No longer would she be able to lead an SG
team, but she would be able to accompany teams in missions as deemed necessary
by Jack. Daniel and Teal’c would
continue to be part of SG-1, but they would be under new command, still to be
decided. Another team member may be
needed to provide the technical expertise Sam had provided for the team.
Sam would be able to spend more time in her lab
working on her projects. “I will be
able to have a family, now. I give up
something, but I get something more precious in return.” She had never talked about her desire to have
children with Jack, so she just prayed that he was agreeable.
Jack was unhappy about Sam giving up the
military. He felt bad about her having
to give up something so important to her, while he was giving up nothing. However, he had to admit that he loved the
idea of her working safely in her lab, and not risking her neck through the stargate. He had to
watch for that. She’d never forgive him
if he let his feelings interfere with her being able to go on missions on
occasion.
“Well, I believe we have a workable solution,
don’t you agree?”
Sam and Jack looked at each other, smiled, and
looked back at
“In that case, let me be the first to
congratulate the both of you. I am
certain that you will make each other very happy,” he said, standing up and
extending his right hand to shake Jack’s, then giving Sam a hug.
Jack leaned over to whisper something in Sam’s
ear, and she chuckled, “No, I don’t think it is,” she responded to whatever he
had asked.
“I was asking Sam if it was too early to ask you
that you be my best man, Sir. Would you
do us the honor?” asked Jack.
“The honor is mine. Nothing would make me happier.” He shook Jack’s hand, now smiling
broadly. “Now it is time for me to get
back to
At his departure, Jack turned to Sam and asked
innocently, “What do you think he was referring to?”
Sam grabbed his face, brought it close to hers,
and said “I think he was referring to this,” she answered, kissing him.
-----
Teal’c and Daniel were heading for Jack’s
office. They had agreed to teach Teal’c
to play Black Jack that evening, and they wanted to make sure their plans were
still on. They were surprised to meet
General Hammond in front of the elevator.
“General!
We did not know you were coming.
Are you staying the weekend? We
are playing cards at Jack’s tonight, if you’d like to join us,” invited Daniel,
happy to see the old man.
“I’m afraid I have to rush back to
“Why do you say so, General Hammond?” asked
Teal’c, raising an inquiring eyebrow.
“I think General O’Neill should tell you,” he
said. Then he chuckled as the elevator
was closing, leaving the two men perplexed.
-----
“I know, and you know, why I was retiring. But what did you think you were accomplishing
by leaving us?” asked Jack, in between kisses.
“Well,” she started, still kissing him, “I just
could not continue seeing you every day and not being able to be with you. It became too hard, Jack. And,” she smiled, “I was hoping that, once I
was no longer in the military, we could pursue a relationship.”
“What would you have done if I had not responded
the way you expected?” asked Jack, teasingly.
“What do you think I would have done?” asked
Sam, teasing him back.
“Hit me over the head?” Jack answered.
“Something like that,”
she agreed. “You know, you haven’t
really properly asked me to marry you yet,” she told him threateningly.
“Ohh, really?” teased
Jack. “I thought I did it in a very
dramatic, romantic way.” He was now
nibbling her ear.
“Don’t think you are going to get away with
stuff, now. Remember that, although you
will still be my boss here, I will be boss at home.” She smiled at his worried look.
“I think we better negotiate some stuff
before I take the plunge. You are beginning
to scare me!” Jack said, but Sam grabbed
his head and pulled him to her mouth again, giving him a long, passionate
kiss. When he could come up for air, he
said, “OK, you win, whatever you say,” then he went under again.
“WOOOWWWW!” they heard at Jack’s door. “Sooo
sorry! I’m making a habit out of
this. Teal’c, don’t look!” Daniel had placed a hand over Teal’c’s eyes.
“It’s alright, Daniel,” said Sam smiling and
still hugging Jack. Jack was still
hugging her back, and Daniel took his hand away from Teal’c’s face. Teal’c was looking at him sideways.
“Daniel, Teal’c, we want you to be the first to
know. This,” hugging Sam tighter, “is
the future Mrs. Jack O’Neill.”
“I will be keeping my name,” she clarified.
Jack looked at her, then at them, and said “Yesss, I can tell we will be very, very happy.” He then made a terrified face at the two men
and everyone, including Teal’c, busted out laughing.
The End
Note from the author: I hope how I resolved the
relationship between Sam and Jack was acceptable to everyone, and that no
one was offended or disappointed by their engagement. Look for Relationships,
Part III: Friends and Allies, for the conclusion.